Myra - The Sin

I lose my capability in writing even just a short story. I can't, I don't know what makes it? Perhaps my routine. I'm being a robot. I force myself too hard, or it is me who makes it harder? I'm being someone I don't know. I do so many things I never expect before. I don't even know that I am able in doing such an unfamiliar thing!!! Where am I? What am I?

To know there are things that I must pay; consequences. "You won't know the beautiful sky if you don't fly, but to fly and seeing that beautiful sky ... you have also tendency to fall", suddenly those words becomes so close, so vivid, so reliable.

Can I ask? How it feels being in safety net? I mean, decide not to take a risk ... to always be a good person without wanting experience some curiosities? Some say, people won't know how excitement is felt if they haven't crossed that safety net!!!

I don't know how boring life would be if Adam and Eve didn't do the sin. I can imagine it is just the same as a story without conflict. Perhaps there is no bad people or good people. Perhaps they are just playing their role. Perhaps i'm saying this as justification in stepping out the boundary!
Perhaps I just don't know what i'm saying .... -Myra Fathira-