Myra - She's My Energy

Having this woman in my life is such a luxury. Yes ... I definitely know that I may not be lucky to have so many friends, but I am glad that I have a precise one. The first time she entered my life is when we were in the same class in Senior High. I wasn't really close to her but we were in the same group (we were bounded by the same band that we loved so much; 9 Balls). In our group, I was close to other friend and so was she (there are four people in our group). Then after the time passed by, it was us who were still exists in this group. When the rest two of us left their adolescent and tried to find other way beside "being a groupist" in exposing their maturity, we were still devoted our love to this group. Then our relationship improved itself with the help of many facts as additional supports; We live in the same area (I can say that she's my neighbor), we are Bataknese (though I am a half blood), our school sent us as a duty in English Competition for our desire in that field, AND then coincidently we study in the same faculty and major ... or if I believe in her faith 'Nothing's coincidence in life' I'll say we are destined to be together.

We've never had a big fight. She respects me as I respect her. We love each other in different way. I can say that we keep distance, but I know it's for our good. We believe that friendship has nothing to do with privacy. I can count how many fight happens in our relationship. 1, 2, 3, 4? Less than 5. And it always ends with each of us apologizing our fool.
The moment I never forget is when I had a plan to leave the faculty for some reasons I couldn't resist and decide to enter other faculty. Hearing this, she came to me mournfully asked me not to leave her. She then said dare to move together with me as long as we can be together.
Indeed, we are still together facing this absurd life. I remembered every moment we struggled the Hot Boring Lifeless JATINANGOR together. I remember our promise to leave JATINAGOR soon. I remember the path we were through every time we're going home. I remember the night we celebrate this F****** life by having a certain of naughty actions (Remember we are up in the table compete with those bitchy dancer?) in the EMBASSY. Remember we try to win our love and tortured by the fact THEY ARE GAY. Remember the busy monday when everyone was in a rush attempting Mr. Maryoso's Exam and we were on the Buss tried to heal the colorless life by leaving for Dufan! I REMEMBER ALL ...

Now here we are. In Jakarta ... I'm so glad you didn't pass the requirement test to be Government employee! Your office is so close with mine. And I believe in your faith; 'Nothing's coincidence in life'. Somehow it's been arranged.
I regret our postponed meeting. I apologize for the fact everytime I was in Bandung I always failed to arrange a meeting (I still want to sing together in Chillout). But now I am so glad that we are this near! When you come to my house and we spend the night together again ... I GAIN SOME ENERGY ... And I believe you bring it for me ... Let's Rock the life Ka!!!!! -Myra Fathira-